Monday, November 1, 2010

Today there may be hope

SO I went to one of my many sessions with my therapist and she really set some stuff in stone for me.... I asked for a tap and she gave me a push! I asked for an answer and she gave me a whole lot more questions.... Not for me but for others! I say "why not me?" and shes says "why not you." She is a loving, Christian women and I repect her dearly. She has challenged me to instead of complaining about my situation to do something to change it! If I haven't tried everything I shouldn't be complaining right? SO I made an appointment and got a consult to see a fertility specialist. They will be able to work with me very closely so that when I get prego again they can help me to term! Honestly I thought this was very embarassing. I fell that a women shouldn't have to have help in which she was naturally made to do.... But let's see what happens... I just wish at some moments in life I had a crystal ball so I could see what lies ahead.... But I'm going to try this and see what happens... Pray for me....

1 comment:

Stephanie said...

I'm glad you have someone pushing you to go up every avenue you can. You have a goal and you need to work hard to get it. Is it fair? probably not, espcially when you think of the amount of ppl who concieve easy and quick. But what is unfair to them, may be fair to you. Know that you're not alone and find a network of not only infant loss fams but fertility ppl to support you and educate you through this journey. No one should walk anywhere new alone. Keeping you in my prayers often and can't wait until the day when you annouce your BFP.